Love messages....from

The sun has come.
The mists have gone.
Thereafter, I came across your profile;
it’s interesting to know and to come across.

It's so amazing how
you can speak right into my heart
from the look of your pix;
you’re the epitome of beauty.

There is passion in your eyes
which without saying a word can
light up the darkness in me.

When the first stone looked up
at the blazing sun and the first tree
struggled up from the forest floor
I had always loved your pix.

A smile on your face will intoxicate
even more; there is a truth in your eyes
left undefined and a part of you left untouched.
Hence, I wish to be blessed by your beauty in and out of time...

God's 10 guidelines..

1. QUIT WORRYING

Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit and worry.
Have you forgotten that I am here to take all your burdens and carry them for you?
Or do you just enjoy fretting over little things that come your way?


2. PUT IT ON THE LIST

Something needs to be done or taken care of…
Put it on the list. No, not your list.
Put it on MY to-do list.
Le Me be the one to take care of the problem.
I can’t help you until you turn it over to Me.
And although My to-do list is long,
I am after all… God.
I can take care of anything you put into My hands.
In fact, if the truth were ever really known,
I take care of a lot of things for you that you never even realize.


3. TRUST ME

Once you have given your burdens to Me, quit trying to take them back.
Trust in Me.
Have the faith that I will take care of all your needs,
your problems and your trials.
Problem with the kids?
Put them on My list.
Problem with finance?
Put it on My list.
Problem with your emotional roller coaster?
For My sake, put it on My list.
I want to help you.
All you have to do is ask.


4. LEAVE IT ALONE

Don’t wake up in the morning and say, “Well, I am feeling stronger now…
I think I can handle it from here!”
Why do you think you are feeling stronger now?
It is simple…
You gave Me your burdens and I am taking care of them.
I also renew your strength and cover you in My peace.
Don’t you know that if I give you these problems back,
you will be right back where you started?
Leave them with Me and forget about them.
Just let Me do My job.


5. TALK TO ME

I want you to forget a lot of things.
Forget what was making you crazy.
Forget the worry and the fretting, because you know I am in control.
But there is one thing I pray you will never forget…
Please don’t forget to talk to Me… OFTEN!
I LOVE YOU!
I want to hear your voice.
I want you to include Me in on the things going on in your life.
I want to hear you talk about your friends and family.
Prayer is simply you having a conversation with Me.
I want to be your dearest friend.


6. HAVE FAITH

I see a lot of things from up here that you can’t see from where you are.
Have faith in Me that I know what I am doing.
Trust Me, you wouldn’t want the view from My eyes.
I will continue to care for you and meet your needs.
You only have to trust Me.
Although I have a much bigger task than you,
it seems as if you have so much trouble just doing the simple part.
How hard can trust be?


7. SHARE

You were taught to share when you were only two years old.
When did you forget? The rule still applies…
Share with those who are less fortunate than you.
Share your joys with those who need encouragement.
Share your laughter with those who have not heard any in such a long time.
Share your tears with those who have forgotten how to cry.
Share your faith with those who have none.


8. BE PATIENT

I managed to fix it so in just one life-time
you could have so many diverse experiences.
You grow from a child to an adult…
have children, change jobs many times, learn many trades,
travel to so many places, meet thousands of people,
and experience so much…


9. BE KIND

Be kind to others for I love them just as much as I love you.
They may not dress like you, or talk like you, or live the same way you do,
but I still love you all.
Please try to get along, for My sake.
I created each of you different in some way.
It would be so boring if you were all identical.
Please… Know that I love each of your differences.


10. LOVE YOURSELF

As much as I love you, how can you not love yourself?
You were created by Me for one reason only –
to be loved, and to love in return.
I am a God of love… Love Me…
Love your neighbors…
But also love yourself…
It makes My heart ache when I see you angry with yourself
when things go wrong…
You are very precious to Me!

Loving him is within her capabilities...

Seeing him, visualizing him most of the time...
Feeling him, sensing his presence all the while...
Who knows what God has for the two...
She was too excited and happy to know too...

Time will be the harvest of promises...
Time will be the reward of happiness...
Time will be treasured for them who knew love...
Time will be recorded once and for all, her love...

"Your happiness is mine...
I know you will always be fine...
And have time to dine...
With my beloved with wine..."

Her prince, her darling...
Her love, her honey calling...
How nice of him to be with her...
How happy of him to be with her...

Let it be and let it come...
She knows all be well and calm...
Love inspires, love will not expire...
Love enhances, love will radiates...

For him, for her..
For her and for him..
The arrow of cupid..
found the exact place...

Hopefully, happiness be the result...
Hopefully, peace of heart and of mind...
Dearest prince, dearest darling...
Your voice will forever be ringing...

Loving him is within her capabilities...
Loving him is simply without difficulties...
So easy, so nice, so touching...
and so very innovating..., her prince..

It wasnt a dream...

It wasn't a dream...
It wasn't a daydream...
But it was real..
It was his voice...

She should have stopped him...
She should have explained...
She should have not agreed...
She should not have complied...

Now she felt so bad...
She felt not at ease..
Sh couldn't figure out...
why and how?

Let her trust him...
Let her listen to him...
Let her understand him...
Let her once again know him...

The fallen angel...

The fallen angel...

She has lost her smile...
she has lost her dreams...
she has lost her heart...
she has lost her happiness...

If silence can cure...
If explanation can cure...
If his excuses can cure...
If his repeated sorries can cure...

With or without...
Having or not having...
Life must be decorated with sincerity...
Life must be enhanced with real love...

Where have all those promises gone?
Where have all those good times gone?
Where have all those good memories gone?
Where have all those sweet memories gone?

She has fallen down...
Her wings too haavy to fly...
Her tears dried, her mouth dumb..
Her heart broken into pieces...


Will she still have the willpower to stand up?
Will she still be able to fly one day?

3 reasons to 3 causes...

3 long waiting days...
3 unanswered messages...
3 unanswered missed calls...
created...

3 sad reponses...
3 negative thinkings...
3 unhappy incidents...
called..

doubt, hurt, tears...
impatence, jealousy, disappointmnts...
giving up, sayornara, many meaningless..
why?

to continue or not to...

Freedom is her new name..

Freedom will be her new name...
When she broke out of her trap...
She was trapped by love, forbidden love...
And pain will soon be lessened...

Deep inside, she lived with regrets...
Deep inside, she still loved him so much...
Deep inside, she didn't want to forget him...
Deep inside, she still hoard sweet memories...

She thought he was different...
She thought he was the real hero...
She thought he really could understand..
and really be there for her..

Through disappointments, she learnt...
Through negative responses, she knew...
Her love for him need to be lessened...
Her love for him need to be altered...

Her name is stupidity...

Her name is stupidity...
She was a fool in love...
Look at all the broken promises..
Look at all things that will repeat...

Her name is stupidity...
What will that mean, am here for you always?
Where was he when she needed him?
He said he loved her, but how???

Yes, but how and when?
Yes, he did, but long ago..
If this is the love she wanted..
Hahaha.. her name is really stupidity...

It wasn't love at all...

It wasn't love...
not even a friendship...
even a ten years old will know...
that it is odd and unreal...

She needed him...
She waited for him...
She messaged him...
But not even a reply...

It wasn't one time...
It wasn't two times...
three, four and five...
but most of the time...

Not this type of love.
Not this type of care..
Love is give and take...
Love is 24 hours care...

Yet she believed him...
Yet she trusted him...
Yet she waited for him...
Yet she never gave up...

Her love for him...
was so different from his...
Her love for him...
was so caring and loving him...

No time, she could find time...
to spend hours waiting for him...
No money, she could find money..
to spend and to give to him..

Well, she isn't a baby..
for which he really treated her..
she isn't a baby any longer..
that she couldn't even recognize love..

A quiet laugh, she uttered..
Lonely tears that dripped..
Yearnings and wanting all wasted...
Regrets... small or little, there is...

What type of love is this?
what type of friendship is this?
She has lined up attention...
but for him who only once upon cared...

A relationship that pains?
Is that what she needed most?
An invisible 'slap' on the face..
Is that what she wanted most?

She needs...
at least a caring one...
She doesn't need...
something so pretentious and invisible...

Love if he said is invisible...
Is all and all faulty and a fraud..
Love if he said is to say many sorry...
is not at all the real thing...

This isn't the love that she wants...
Now all things are clear and dear...
Her jilted heart, her sad face with tears...
Her awakening heart, her realization...

She will know what to do...
She will know how to deal with it...
She need to reduce her love...
She need to focus on more important work...

She has learned...
She has known until now...
That her love was so vulnerable...
That her love was fruitless and meaningless...

Nothing is permanent..
Nothing is real and predictable...
Just the happy moments she seek...
Just those happy memories once upon a time...

Time will be the best medicine...
Time will tell the truth...
and only truth will save her...
Yes, time will heal her heart...

So, another sayonara...
She will bade him farewell..
Another heartache she experienced...
It was because she fell flat for him...

It is time for her to wake up...
It is time for her to shape up..
It is time for her to say goodbye..
It is time for her to be herself,
minus the pain...

Starting a friendship....

This 'fruit' looks delicious...
The color looks perfectly right...
and it looks ripe enough to eat...
well, what all of us need to do
is to open it up to eat...

It might contains some worms,
it might taste a little sour,
it might taste real bitter,
it might be difficult to swallow,
it might contain some seeds....

It might contain all the sweetness in heaven..
it might contain all the necessary nutrients..
it might contain all the required fiber...
it might satisfy our thirst and hunger...
it might be the best fruit ever eaten..

And it is for us to decide....
And it is for us to discover..
It is for us to recognize and appreciate...
this new fruit.. this new friendship..
this new someone coming into our life...

what it will hold for us...
and how it will affect us...
sometimes it will hold us down..
sometimes it will slow us down...
a burden or a challenge or a booster...

it is all chances to make..
it is also a choice to take...
it is also an opportunity one faces...
it is also a masked task one faces...
just this friendship that stops one's paces...

Their attitude might reveal in one day..
Their attitude might reveal in one month..
or in a year or slowly explored and exploded..
She might look so beautiful and so sophisticated...
She might look so alluring and so loving...

Beware of sweet talks that never was meant..
Beware of sweet promises that never will come..
Beware of slow plans to make your head spin...
Beware of slow plots to make your head roll...
Beware of jealousy that interrupt once or twice...

What will happen will happen..
Just that it is rare to find a good fruit..
It is so difficult to find a real genuine friend..
Ask yourself, are you a foe or a friend?
Ask yourself, can you promise a real friendship?

Love has lost its colors...

It is the beginning..
of the battle...
To do or not to do..
to say or not to say...

It is the beginning...
of negative feelings...
She was feeling...
less secured and hard to say...

it wasn't like that...
It couldn't be like that..
What had happened?
Where is his heart?

Her silence brought tears..
love has become so vulnerable...
love has become so unpredictable..
love has lost its colors...

Stupidity is her name...

silence is the question...
silence is the answer...
waiting is an agony...
questioning is irony...

fear reside deep inside...
forbearance no longer there...
fear reside deep within...
forbearance no longer bearable...

they can see each other...
line on and msg on...
but each silent and quiet...
it has been quite sometime...

if only she knew...
if only she could...
if only she remembered...
if only she considered...

it was a senseless waiting...
it was a meaningless waiting...
not once, not twice, not thrice...
it was more than four times...

if her name is waiting..
his name is wasting...
if her name is remembering...
his name is forgetting...

if her name is punctuality...
his name is procrastination...
if her name is loving..
his name is half-loving...

sad to see, sad to know..
her name is and was 'waiting'
waiting her heart out..
crying her heart out...

stupidity is her name...
she has given up her name...
to be with him now and then..
but nothing is nothing, but hurt...

who will understand?
who will be waiting?
why is there no response?
why is there not even a message?

All wasted, all gone down the drain...
all wasted, she cried in the rain...
the water went into her shoes..
so wet and annoyed to be in his shoes...

she could have bought the shoe..
but instead gave her money to him...
she thought she could understand..
so that help be on the way...

sensing his ignoring ways...
sensing his unresponsive ways...
sensing his indifference...
sensing his poor excuses....

she tried to put pieces back...
she tried to heal her heart...
she was angry with herself..
for so easily given herself...
to him...

life is always unfair..
life is always away from reason...
life is loving without a reason...
life is always awakening after the season...

her love for him was full..
but he thought her a fool...
so she will one day awaken...
full of excuses her face blacken...

she will woke up to realize..
she will woke up and said...
that is the end of everything...
for it is he who wanted to end this thing...

with a heavy heart...
she tried to forget all and all..
with a struggling heart...
she will manage to forget him all in all...

Love plays like a see-saw...

Love plays like a see-saw..
Sometimes it plays hide and seek...
Sometimes we strayed into a loop...
The only exercise being jumping into conclusion...

jealousy...

Jealousy is the bare womb
of the unfortunate mother
that aborts the life
and delivers only the pain.

I dont fail my responsibilities....

Who are you....
I might not have known who you are…
I might not be near you or with you…
But my heart really reaches out for you…

Be you anywhere, anyhow, any when…
Your health matters… how can you get sick?
Your state of health is so very important…
You are far from home… but not far from friends…

Honestly speaking, I can help…
I have been in this field for more than 20 years…
I have seen numerous patients, young and old…
I have treated numerous people, poor and rich…

I understand those days we gone through…
I too fell flat and fell sick, my flesh so weak…
But I surrendered all and all to God, u knew…
Yes, I did that… you even pulled me over…

I am so grateful for your moral support..
I was so grateful for your constant support…
Once a friend, be forever a close friend..
That is me, and will be me now and ever….

I don’t fail my friends, my relatives, my people…
I don’t fail my tasks, my mission, my responsibilities…
My passion in life, to put things right..
Be it wealth, health or beauty…

Listen, our flesh might be weak…
But our spirit together with the grace of God..
Will empower our whole being to be strong…
Our spirit, our mind, our emotion leads the way…

Eat right, breathe right, drink right…
Sleep well, work well, play well, think well…
A kind act will bring forth great energies…
A kind act will bring forth positive energies…

Relax, am always with you, far or near…
Relax, breathe deep and gentle, a proper diet…
Seek professional aid, seek emotional balance…
I might just remind you, be at peace with yourself…

I paid the ransom, I paid the price…
Fear not, all will be well and fine in no time…
Look at me, so courageous and aggressive..
Nothing can fail me, no one can threaten us…

We have God as our pillars of strength…
We have God to be our light to guide us…
We have God to show us the way…
We have God in our body cells… to be healthy…

Yes, health should be acquired physically..
Health should be acquired emotionally…
Health should be acquired mentally…
Health should be acquired spiritually….

Capture all levels of health…
Acquire and install them into our being…
Health is our life goals, our main purpose…
Health is our main hope towards achieving more…

You will get well soon…
You will get better soon…
You will get healthier soon…
You will be in the pink of your health soon…

Yes, you will… smile and be happy…

Hope is still here... hope is still there...

It was that day...
That fateful day..
She was resting...
But was online...

A blue background..
Someone said...
He was God fearing...
He was God loving too...

He didn't tell her one thing...
He didn't mention anything...
His color or his background...
And they chatted and found each other...

Carried away with each other...
They chatted, forgetting the day...
Disbelievingly, it was ONE DAY!
Disbelievingly, it was THAT DAY!

What a trust she had in him...
It was familiarity at first sight...
It was good feeling at first sight...
Nothing else matters...

The leg was unwilling..
But the heart was following..
To the beat of the heat..
To the beat of the heart...

They cared for each other...
They shared all they had...
They tried to make things work..
They tried to put things right...

Things happen for the best..
BUT...
Things too happen for the worst...
Things did not work out...
Things did not work then...

Anger, frustrations, impatience...
Disappointments, difficulties, challenges...
Unexpected and unpredictable...
Unforgettable and unforgivable...

Things went wrong all of a sudden...
She trod on a set-up mind and exploded...
Her heart broke, she was shattered...
Her mind lost in fear and pain...

It was too much to bear...
All cries and plead gone unheard...
Disbelief, jealousy, revenge, threats...
Was the song played and she lost the fight!

That trouble was not alone...
Another trouble even more serious...
Double trouble pulled them down...
Double pain inflicted and seeing the doctor...

Healing comes in pills...
Healing comes in injections...
He told her about their problems..
What a shock she had...

Love takes no flaws...
Love takes no imperfections...
Love takes no injustice...
Love takes no competitors...

Something beautiful was lost...
Something wonderful was lost...
Trust and faith lessened...
Lost and found, found but lost...

Distance was another...
Communication yet another...
Silence so painful...
Speech becoming so stressful...

Waiting was so dreadful...
Sleep came, so merciful...
Dreaming was sweet medicine..
Forgetting was just temporary...

Separations inevitable...
Understanding mutual but invisible...
Growing strength to be invincible...
Their love faces another level...

She cared but she dare not...
She tried but she cried her eyes out...
Helpless, hopeless she faced it all...
Yet, she needed to put things right...

Time flies, never to repeat history..
The most expensive experience she ever paid...
For a silly mistake fated to happen...
All because of the fish kept in the fridge...
Out of good intention and love accrued...

Inner guilt eating her...
Hope still loving and continuing...
A compensation for another confirmation...
Another new day, another level to go...

Universal love is divine love...
That covers all flaws and guilts...
That solves all mistakes and misunderstandings...
Hope brushed off its dust and doubts...

Rid off doubts, suspicions, ego, pride...
Rid off negatives, install positives...
Once again, be a good new green leaf...
To take over the driver seat and be on the move...

He said, when there is a solution..
To the problem, there will be hope...
He said, 'Anyone that wish his or her
fellow human being bad will never go free..."

Once again, the sun will shine...
Through one business opportunity to be...
Arrangements to learn, to master the trade...
Arrangements to go onwards a better journey...

If there is another tomorrow...
It should be a better picture...
If there is another better tomorrow...
It should be with peace of heart and mind..

A package of success awaits all...
Financial security, uncommon freedom...
Family togetherness, free world wide travels...
Health and beauty, hope and rewards....

This is another level of love...
This is another level of understanding...
That goes before personal needs and deeds..
That will benefit even his next generation...

Hope is still here...
Hope is still there...
They need to treasure all...
They need to be grateful after all...

God does answer all prayers...
God does listen to all of us...
God does guide and leads all of us...
God's love is now, today and tomorrow...

From someone who loves to write poems...

holding back her tears...
learning from her years...
what is that she fear?
where are you my dear?

waking up so early..
dare him to wake up early...
she knows that he is resting...
tired, exhausted and dreaming...

can she have a wish?
to remember the fish?
looking forward and hoping?
feeling that much and hoping?

the moon is setting...
the sun is rising...
it was wrong timing...
her heart is breaking...
who will be listening?

she wakes up at six..
She was in a fix...
will he reply her?
will he think of her?

to write here need no money..
was not asking him to spend money...
well, it does sound like a poem..
from a someone who likes to write poems...

Who am I?

Who am I?

I might be nobody,
but am a somebody,
to somebody...

Friends with tears in her face,
said, ' I am so glad to know you!'
who am I?

Patients look up me,
and said, 'thank you for saving my life!'
who am I?

A newly made friend, asked..
'Why and how can you know my secrets?"
who am I?

Another patient said,
"How can you know my ailment without me telling you?"
who am I?

Another patient said,
"Let me call you xi fu!"
who am I?

My students said,
"You are my best teacher..."
who am I?

Graduates teachers, she said,
'wow, you have so much knowledge!'
let me learn from you...who am I?

A PHD doctorate, he said,
'teach us how to succeed, to achieve total success!'
who am I?

A female doctor, she said,
"Be my advisor, you are experienced and good'
who am I?

My hubby was talking to me...
He said, 'What's next?'
who am I?

My parents-in-laws said,
These are my bills...
what am I?

My daughters said,
Mum you have answers to every questions!
who am I?

My boy said,
Mummy, I love you so much!
who am I?

Neighbours said,
Your kids are very well behaved..
what am I?

My mother said,
You must be responsible for my health...
who am I?

My friend.. a close one said..
I need you back, seriously!
what am I?

A young girl whose mum passed away..
she hugged me and cried... my teacher-mum...
who am I?

I was called a wicked soul..
and blackmailed of $7000,
I still is concerned of his wellbeing..
and pray for forgiveness, who am I?

There is a hole at the sole of my shoe..
yet I see the need to help, I gave...
who am I?

I was hungry, very hungry....
yet I bought food for him...
who am I?

They are threatening me...
and frightening me, but I stayed cool..
what am I?

A friend asked, why dont you eat?
I said later, I will eat... there was no food left!
what am I?

Another friend said,
Here are some fish for you... [just 2 fish costs $300]
who am I?

My distributors said,
I thank you for being our mentor..
who am I?

My distributors said,
Just 2 hours talking with you, I am enlightened..
who am I?

My distributors said,
Let's put our hands together to welcome our most precious leader...
who am I?

I was seriously sick, uncurable illness...
Someone came from faraway China,
she created a green pill from empty space..
and gave it to me... I ate and was immediately recovered...
what am I?

Somebody wanted me dead...
But he died first... what am I?
But I want them to live....

I have nothing to say...

I have nothing to say, just some less audible mumbles....
I hate to say all these, that there is no news of whatsoever...
I am leaving home tomorrow, flying back in the evening...
Once a friend, I treasure him or her for a life time..

I might be no one, but still is a someone to many...
I might not be here, but I am always wishing him all the good...
I might be far away, but I am not asking for anything...
Just this, think well of me... I will be happy then...

Some people comes into our life for a reason...
Some people comes into our life within a season...
Some people comes into our life for a lifetime...
It can be any reasons, but fate has once upon a time...let us met...

Nothing much to say,, just wish you all the best...
Safety is important, health even more important...
Keep our body fit, our mind sharp,
our emotion stable and our spirit enlightened...

I just pray for your well being, anyplace, any where...
any time.........Take care... take care... take care...
One day... yes, perhaps one day.. we will meet...
A smile or a nod, or a wider smile is good enough....

Loving...

God's love never fail us..
It is universal and permanent...
Parental's love leads and guide us...
It is a continuous love ageless....

Fraternal love needs nurturing...
Blood is thicker than that of water...
Lovers love is wonderful..
but it cannot take flaws...

Friend's love comes and goes...
Some come with a reason...
Some stays within the season...
and some for a lifetime....

Let's come back to lover's love..
It is something so marvelous when u meet one...
It is something so unexpected when it comes..
But deep inside our heart we will recognize him...

No words can dscribe its thrills...
No words can express its depths..
No words is good enough to say it...
No deeds is more than it can show...

But, sometimes one becomes frustrated...
Sometimes one feels the dismay...
When sometimes things go wrong...
This love cannot takes flaws...

But who is then flawless?
Who is then without mistakes?
The important part of everything...
Is a mutual understanding....

Let's face it with courage...
Let's face it with genuinity...
Let's face it with love..
Let's face it till the end of time...

Friendship.....

silence is painful....
speech is stressful...
but love is never harmful...
it is so wonderful....

Some never are worth helping...

Educare, to educate and care..
For mankind and all and all..
It never did dawn to me that…
It could never work for some…

I looked at all people the same…
I treated all with the same compassion…
Showing no racial discriminations or colors…
Showing love since all are creations of God…

But, with a heavy heart…
I realized what I have done…
I have been too good to them…
And at the end of the day, what did I get?

I listened, I tried to help..
I sympathized, I tried to be in their shoes//
I explained, I gave within my limits…
I just hope to solve their problems..

With a heart filled with universal love..
I looked into problems trying to solve..
Not knowing that they looked at me differently..
Not knowing that they have different motives…

It was beyond my understanding..
It was beyond my expectations..
That they should look at me differently
What can a mother of 5 be for them, I thought?

Jealousy, hurt, blackmails…
Misunderstandings and threatening..
I tried to give them chances to start anew…
I should have known some are not worth helping…

Yet, they dare to take advantage of me…
Yet they tried to possess me as a personal item..
And didn’t respect nor honor me as a teacher…
And didn’t realize the hurt that might create…

My only weakness in me…
Being too soft-hearted..
My only weakness in me
Being too good hearted…

I should have drawn lines…
I should have built fences…
I should have been stricter…
I should have been crueler …

Things have happened…
Destruction, hate and hurt…
Blackmailed, threatened,
Thus have learned expensively…

About life and how to handle life…
What had happened had happened../
What will happen I will be there too…
Thus my plans have changed..

Yes, my plans have changed…
Thanks to a hero that I met...
Never realizing what he could do to help…
Never expecting to really meet a someone..

A someone so special and so mature..
A loving person with gifts of leadership…
A someone with the capabilities to love…
A someone who understands real love…

All needs to be awaken…
All plans need to be re-planned..
He said, ‘when there is a solution
to a problem, there will always be hope!’

I understand that he is God-sent..
I realized what a real friend can do..
I realized that there is hope..
What is over can never be retrieved…

What matters now is the future..
And to do educare by groups and never alone…
And to do educare only to those worth helping…
And to be in full control of everything…

I am no longer a loser..
I am no longer alone…
I am no longer lost..
At least I have someone who cares..

Things will change for a better..
Things will improve sooner or later…
Things will be shaped to succeed..
And success is the sweetest of all things…

Hope is the answer to all…
Hope gives us the drive to move on…
Hope will save us from drowning///
He is hope to me, now and ever…

Thus I cannot afford to lose him…
I really cannot afford to lose him now…
I wish to provide a better picture…
I wish he can see the whole picture…

When the body and mind feels weak..
When time runs short and moving fast…
It is now or ever, to be strong and courageous..
It is the future that counts…

Our future counts,
Our future comes,
bright and glowing…
Yes, only for us who are courageous...

Sleep doesnt come, worries came...

Sleep doesnt come,
Anxieties came...
Rest doesnt come,
Sweet memories passed...

How she wish
she could turn the clock?
How she wish
she could give a better picture?

She is crying to sleep..
Wetting her pillows...
Stilling her pains and anguish...
Covering up her ears and eyes...

To shut out deep feelings..
To remove her deep attachments,
but will that be so easy?
Just lonely nights and longer nights...

Oh, baby, oh baby...
A never growing baby...
What have you done?
To become such a babe???

So vulnerable...
So unbelievable...
So stressful...
So dreading for the worst???

If only there is an answer...
that comes from somewhere...
If only there is a solution...
that will come to save her...

When there is a solution to the problem, there will always be hope...

When there is a solution,
to the problem, there is HOPE...
When there is trouble,
he lead her out, that is CARE...

But her heartbreak she won't SHOW...
So many words left unsaid..
So many things left undone...
Why and how much she CARED?

How to put them into words?
That she recognizes HIM..
How to put them into words?
That he meant her life to HER!

Among all and all...
She gave her love and all...
She choosed him among all...
and they were so happy once upon a time...

Love comes in action...
Love comes in reactions...
Love comes in selections...
Love comes in perfection...

Sometimes this love cannot take flaws..
Yes, this love contains jealousy and hate...
Sometimes this love cannot take losing...
Yes, this love cannot lose its colors and lustre...

In this race, this love must win...
In this love, nothing must go wrong...
In this love, something will make everything...
In this love, it cannot thrive without trust...

Sad to say, it can be another sayonara..
Sad to say, it can be another fatal separation...
Sad to say, she will suffer sleepless nights..
Sad to say, she will have no appetite...

This is love in action..
Strength losing its hold...
Giving up for another chance...
So, where will you be heading to???

The worst has yet to come...

The worst has yet to come...
The heartbreak that will soon come...
Maybe it was just one sided...
Maybe it never was in existence...

The heartaches that will come...
The departures soon be so near...
Forever separations, lifetime clear...
But all and all will soon to pass...

Preparations to be done...
Cancellations to be done...
It will all soon be gone...
It will all soon be gone forever...

It is now or never...
It will come whatsoever...
Attachements always bring pain...
Who can still survive and gain?

He said he will be leaving not living here...

He said he will be
leaving not living here..
He said he wont want
to be caught among the black sheep..

He said soon hate will take over,
hating all of that sane kind...
He said, he cannot trust
who he used to trust...

One need just to be brave...
and not to misbehave...
One need just to be facing the facts...
a sad message deep from her heart...

Hopeful to mend things up...
Recalling what a fool she had been...
But what went wrong then?
Her misunderstandings never to be washed clean...

A lesson to all...

Her heart, beating faintly...
the words barely audible..
something good is missing...
something nice has disappeared...

no one dared...
no one said...
keeping silence...
invisible miles apart...

She knew...
and shed silent tears...
What had gone wrong?
Why did it get wrong?

What had happened had happened...
What will be, will be...tomorrow is here...
Heaven knows that she pays for it dearly...
To open up to cruelties and unjustice clearly...

With her heart bleeding...
With her hands numb and unwilling...
With a mouth so dumb and eyes so blind...
Without fences nor walls built to protect...

She realized that it was all too late...
No one did ever took things serious...
All are passer-bys... soon to disappear...
Where and when did it begun?

The water bubble soon to burst...
The history never to repeat...
Just something somehow it has...
been a regret and a lesson to all...

Can you sense the love that far away? Or is our love touch and go?

Love needs constant feeding.... of sweet words, sweet promises, sweet temptations

Let's dance to the music....

Waiting for her beloved... her lover....

We will meet again... yes, again....

Is the waiting to be always waiting?

Separations that pain..... imaginations that gain...

Sometimes I want to be notty too....

Natural.... natural lady... natural beauty.... I want to see you again...

How can I ever forget u?

Delicious and delirous...

Be my lover forever....

Love at first sight... cupid needs just a few seconds to do his job...

Good nite, just in time to say that....

Fragrance of love in silver and gold....

Angel....

Sweet dreams... how is your night?

Nap on the lap...

Stars in my heart.... Sweetness in love...

If you think that one can catch love... try ...

Once again, be in my embrace...now and forever...

Love cures all fear and block all negatives.....

Love is in the air... love is hanging in the air....

U and me, me and u....

Romance...passion...seduction.... too vivid to forget... too hot to control...

Someday, somehow... it is so so hot....

Fancy living in fantasy land... a dream to be continued... forever...so sweet...

They met unexpectedly and tripped... and found each other...forever together...

If that is how love is....if that is what love is....let it be forever together....so sweet and intoxicating...

Teasing each other... in the pursuit for more sensual love....

So sweet.....

Been missing it all her lifetime....unexpected raw and so wonderful.....

He waited for the day to come, the day to come...

Sleep comes so refreshing... into another new world of fantasy....

Sleep comes so sweet and relaxing... in my own world....

At times, one will feel so deep feelings of....

Come with me... walk with me.... share with me...

You are my sunshine, my happiness....

Follow your heart.....

It is always me to say 'HELLO' and to make your day great!

In fantasyland, I am your mermaid....

Just dropping by to say a HELLO...

Visualizing to be a greengirl, bewitching and passionate...

Ready to love once again..... ready to be in love again...

Eyes sparkling, heart romancing, feelings arousing.... after happy visualizing...

Feel at peace with nature, so green so clean... feel the tiny heart-beats of a small creature.. it is so calming, so soothing...

Life is great, live it!

Happiness is self made... unhappiness is self made... Use positive energies, positive memories, use happy visualizing to remain happy!

Forget and forgive.... they are those who are not worth our attention nor attachment....

True love awaits us.... true love can be as far as London... if we stand up once again, unfalling, sincere and hopeful...

I will be even more prettier, I will be even more sensual.... and, I will be even more lovely... even more confident....

I will eat ice.... I will eat ice-cream.... while happy visualizing....so sweet and cool....

I will go dancing... realizing happy visualizing in dreams... to be ready to meet my dream love...

Happy visualizing is always praying for peace, praying for love, praying for happiness....

I will be eager... I will be mysterious and purple and be myself once again....in a minute...my hope is there.....

I will be cool.... I will be blue.... I will be silent for just a minute...my true love awaits me.....

I want to be flying again.... soaring to higher heights of happy visualizing... I will fly my wings of happiness again....

Yes, kill my hatred, kill my dead feelings, kill my anger.... kill those negative memories, not worth remembering....

Think hard I did, Yes, happy visualizing to the help... yes, happy visualizing to delete him...

Absolute release of hate and anger... Absolute release of negative memories.... he has no right to make me unhappy...

How can I ever forget and forgive? How can I ever feel the same?

Feeling a burning hurt inside yet to be released... feeling a burning injustice yet to be released...

Lies cut so deep that it bleed internally... to form red rubies of hate...yet to be operated... yet to be removed...

Some are sweet lies... he never meant it... Some are sweet promises... he never remembered!

Selfish love hurts....

Love needs to be played within its own rules...

Love awakes a person's deep feelings and admiration of bold, colorful and happy fantasies...

Loving you will be more complete without physical ties... the greeness will shine in its lights...

True touching love is always hidden behind simple and unattractive shields...

This bloom might not look too outstanding but each leaves and flowers whispers of love....

Love needs to be nurtured like plants need to be watered!

A love story will not stop at any coma, punctuation or exclamation marks of life!

Happy are those who really did love deep... Happy are those who really was loved deep...