Starting a friendship....

This 'fruit' looks delicious...
The color looks perfectly right...
and it looks ripe enough to eat...
well, what all of us need to do
is to open it up to eat...

It might contains some worms,
it might taste a little sour,
it might taste real bitter,
it might be difficult to swallow,
it might contain some seeds....

It might contain all the sweetness in heaven..
it might contain all the necessary nutrients..
it might contain all the required fiber...
it might satisfy our thirst and hunger...
it might be the best fruit ever eaten..

And it is for us to decide....
And it is for us to discover..
It is for us to recognize and appreciate...
this new fruit.. this new friendship..
this new someone coming into our life...

what it will hold for us...
and how it will affect us...
sometimes it will hold us down..
sometimes it will slow us down...
a burden or a challenge or a booster...

it is all chances to make..
it is also a choice to take...
it is also an opportunity one faces...
it is also a masked task one faces...
just this friendship that stops one's paces...

Their attitude might reveal in one day..
Their attitude might reveal in one month..
or in a year or slowly explored and exploded..
She might look so beautiful and so sophisticated...
She might look so alluring and so loving...

Beware of sweet talks that never was meant..
Beware of sweet promises that never will come..
Beware of slow plans to make your head spin...
Beware of slow plots to make your head roll...
Beware of jealousy that interrupt once or twice...

What will happen will happen..
Just that it is rare to find a good fruit..
It is so difficult to find a real genuine friend..
Ask yourself, are you a foe or a friend?
Ask yourself, can you promise a real friendship?

Love plays like a see-saw...

Love plays like a see-saw..
Sometimes it plays hide and seek...
Sometimes we strayed into a loop...
The only exercise being jumping into conclusion...

jealousy...

Jealousy is the bare womb
of the unfortunate mother
that aborts the life
and delivers only the pain.

From someone who loves to write poems...

holding back her tears...
learning from her years...
what is that she fear?
where are you my dear?

waking up so early..
dare him to wake up early...
she knows that he is resting...
tired, exhausted and dreaming...

can she have a wish?
to remember the fish?
looking forward and hoping?
feeling that much and hoping?

the moon is setting...
the sun is rising...
it was wrong timing...
her heart is breaking...
who will be listening?

she wakes up at six..
She was in a fix...
will he reply her?
will he think of her?

to write here need no money..
was not asking him to spend money...
well, it does sound like a poem..
from a someone who likes to write poems...

Loving...

God's love never fail us..
It is universal and permanent...
Parental's love leads and guide us...
It is a continuous love ageless....

Fraternal love needs nurturing...
Blood is thicker than that of water...
Lovers love is wonderful..
but it cannot take flaws...

Friend's love comes and goes...
Some come with a reason...
Some stays within the season...
and some for a lifetime....

Let's come back to lover's love..
It is something so marvelous when u meet one...
It is something so unexpected when it comes..
But deep inside our heart we will recognize him...

No words can dscribe its thrills...
No words can express its depths..
No words is good enough to say it...
No deeds is more than it can show...

But, sometimes one becomes frustrated...
Sometimes one feels the dismay...
When sometimes things go wrong...
This love cannot takes flaws...

But who is then flawless?
Who is then without mistakes?
The important part of everything...
Is a mutual understanding....

Let's face it with courage...
Let's face it with genuinity...
Let's face it with love..
Let's face it till the end of time...

Friendship.....

silence is painful....
speech is stressful...
but love is never harmful...
it is so wonderful....

Sleep doesnt come, worries came...

Sleep doesnt come,
Anxieties came...
Rest doesnt come,
Sweet memories passed...

How she wish
she could turn the clock?
How she wish
she could give a better picture?

She is crying to sleep..
Wetting her pillows...
Stilling her pains and anguish...
Covering up her ears and eyes...

To shut out deep feelings..
To remove her deep attachments,
but will that be so easy?
Just lonely nights and longer nights...

Oh, baby, oh baby...
A never growing baby...
What have you done?
To become such a babe???

So vulnerable...
So unbelievable...
So stressful...
So dreading for the worst???

If only there is an answer...
that comes from somewhere...
If only there is a solution...
that will come to save her...

When there is a solution to the problem, there will always be hope...

When there is a solution,
to the problem, there is HOPE...
When there is trouble,
he lead her out, that is CARE...

But her heartbreak she won't SHOW...
So many words left unsaid..
So many things left undone...
Why and how much she CARED?

How to put them into words?
That she recognizes HIM..
How to put them into words?
That he meant her life to HER!

Among all and all...
She gave her love and all...
She choosed him among all...
and they were so happy once upon a time...

Love comes in action...
Love comes in reactions...
Love comes in selections...
Love comes in perfection...

Sometimes this love cannot take flaws..
Yes, this love contains jealousy and hate...
Sometimes this love cannot take losing...
Yes, this love cannot lose its colors and lustre...

In this race, this love must win...
In this love, nothing must go wrong...
In this love, something will make everything...
In this love, it cannot thrive without trust...

Sad to say, it can be another sayonara..
Sad to say, it can be another fatal separation...
Sad to say, she will suffer sleepless nights..
Sad to say, she will have no appetite...

This is love in action..
Strength losing its hold...
Giving up for another chance...
So, where will you be heading to???

The worst has yet to come...

The worst has yet to come...
The heartbreak that will soon come...
Maybe it was just one sided...
Maybe it never was in existence...

The heartaches that will come...
The departures soon be so near...
Forever separations, lifetime clear...
But all and all will soon to pass...

Preparations to be done...
Cancellations to be done...
It will all soon be gone...
It will all soon be gone forever...

It is now or never...
It will come whatsoever...
Attachements always bring pain...
Who can still survive and gain?

He said he will be leaving not living here...

He said he will be
leaving not living here..
He said he wont want
to be caught among the black sheep..

He said soon hate will take over,
hating all of that sane kind...
He said, he cannot trust
who he used to trust...

One need just to be brave...
and not to misbehave...
One need just to be facing the facts...
a sad message deep from her heart...

Hopeful to mend things up...
Recalling what a fool she had been...
But what went wrong then?
Her misunderstandings never to be washed clean...

A lesson to all...

Her heart, beating faintly...
the words barely audible..
something good is missing...
something nice has disappeared...

no one dared...
no one said...
keeping silence...
invisible miles apart...

She knew...
and shed silent tears...
What had gone wrong?
Why did it get wrong?

What had happened had happened...
What will be, will be...tomorrow is here...
Heaven knows that she pays for it dearly...
To open up to cruelties and unjustice clearly...

With her heart bleeding...
With her hands numb and unwilling...
With a mouth so dumb and eyes so blind...
Without fences nor walls built to protect...

She realized that it was all too late...
No one did ever took things serious...
All are passer-bys... soon to disappear...
Where and when did it begun?

The water bubble soon to burst...
The history never to repeat...
Just something somehow it has...
been a regret and a lesson to all...